Another One Bites The Dust

I didn’t title this for my aunt, which also makes sense because in less than a year in 2015-2016 we lost 5 close family members, including my young grandpa, my step- grandmother, my aunt Kristina (all very young) and a cousin to non Hodgkin lymphoma. Unfortunately, today I lost another friend. We’ve been friends for… Continue Reading


Please Share!

I haven’t heard from many followers but I really want to help people and get help. I know talking about what’s wrong to a stranger that understands your feelings can really help. Email, comment, whatever! Thank you all.


Today Sucks

These are the worst days I’ve had in over 2 years. I don’t even want to make it to my doctor appointment in the morning. I’m mentally and physically drained. Nobody is fucking real. I miss my friends but they don’t give a shit so I have to let go.


For My Man

The man who has supported me unconditionally for the last 2 years. I love you and I would be in a much worse place without you by my side.


What is Wrong With Me

This is what I think when I have low days. What is wrong with me that I can’t just be happy? Why can’t I do what I need to do and that’s that? I feel like I can’t do anything right. I don’t know how to get out of this when it happens. I listen… Continue Reading


Self Love

This is a huge thing that I am still learning. I try to love myself but my brain is constantly telling me to think. My brain never seems to shut off. What are some ways you practice self love? Thank you for reading my blog. Please comment/share/like/follow!