The Hard Way

I apparently like to learn everything the hard way. I didn’t learn the first time the father of my children cheated on me. Didn’t even learn the second or third time. Now I’ve learned that everyone that’s your friend isn’t really your friend. People that say they love you may not. People that you care… Continue Reading


Sorry Guys

I just realized the past couple weeks while I’ve been going through some dark times that I haven’t posted much. The trend down took me by surprise because for those weeks, I didn’t even realize I wasn’t posting. I’m not sure if I forgot about it or if these weeks have just been a blur… Continue Reading


I Got You

As it becomes Independence Day, I am so grateful for the life I have. My struggles and experiences are what got me to where I am and gave me the people I have. Thank you.


The Funeral

My aunt Kelly had a beautiful service. I got to see many family I haven’t seen in a long time. There was bouquets of beautiful flowers surrounding beautiful pictures of my beautiful aunt. We weren’t ready to say goodbye. I will miss you for the rest of my life. Not surprisingly, I didn’t have a… Continue Reading


Another One Bites The Dust

I didn’t title this for my aunt, which also makes sense because in less than a year in 2015-2016 we lost 5 close family members, including my young grandpa, my step- grandmother, my aunt Kristina (all very young) and a cousin to non Hodgkin lymphoma. Unfortunately, today I lost another friend. We’ve been friends for… Continue Reading


I Am Trying

Today I am trying. I got out of the house. I talked to some friends. I went into my store for the first time in a couple weeks. I am smiling. I am trying.


Please Share!

I haven’t heard from many followers but I really want to help people and get help. I know talking about what’s wrong to a stranger that understands your feelings can really help. Email, comment, whatever! Thank you all.