Hello!

I hope everyone is doing well. I start my new job next week and the girls go back to school on Thursday. I’m so excited about both! It feels like a fresh start and a new beginning. I have been feeling great, and I wake up smiling everyday. It’s a great feeling to climb out… Continue Reading


Funny how…

I helped you when you needed it. I bought your kids 100$ in Christmas presents on Christmas Eve cuz you had to move and buy a house and you were worried they wouldn’t have presents. I gave you rides. I watched your kids. I helped when I could. I gave you rides when you needed… Continue Reading


The Hard Way

I apparently like to learn everything the hard way. I didn’t learn the first time the father of my children cheated on me. Didn’t even learn the second or third time. Now I’ve learned that everyone that’s your friend isn’t really your friend. People that say they love you may not. People that you care… Continue Reading


Sorry Guys

I just realized the past couple weeks while I’ve been going through some dark times that I haven’t posted much. The trend down took me by surprise because for those weeks, I didn’t even realize I wasn’t posting. I’m not sure if I forgot about it or if these weeks have just been a blur… Continue Reading


Inside

The reason so many people commit suicide is because mental health is not looked at as a serious disease. People that don’t know what it is like to fight this battle every day say “you’ll get over it” or “stop over thinking”. Like it can just be shut off. Like we would rather sit here… Continue Reading


13 Reasons Why

https://youtu.be/p2NRbPuJ6OQ I tried asking for help. I’m left to struggle alone. And the line where he says “sometimes it’s the only reason I don’t do it” because I wouldn’t tear apart my daughters lives. But sometimes it really becomes something I think about. I know I’m not really alone. I’m in the dark place that… Continue Reading