I apologize ahead of time for the rambling I believe I have done in this post.
I am struggling yet again. For those of you who deal with depression anxiety, I know you know the struggle. My emotions are everywhere. I get sad randomly. I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to. When you struggle with these problems on a daily basis, it doesn’t matter how many people tell you that you can reach out to them any time. It doesn’t matter how many times you are told that everything will be okay. Our brain does not let us truly hear it. It’s what makes us feel even more helpless, because we know it will be okay, we know the sun will still shine tomorrow, and we know that our survival rate so far is still at 100% because we are WARRIORS. I want to reference again my post about the 13 reasons why song. Yes, it is horrible. I would not wish these feelings upon my worst enemies. Every single day, you have no idea how you’re going to feel. You know you woke up, but you feel like a zombie. You just get through, watching the time pass. Having major depression and any kind of anxiety does not mean we are weak. It means we were given a harder path because the universe knows we can get through it. The universe knows there are things we need to experience to get to where we are meant to be. I don’t intend to sound religious, because I respect everyone’s right to choose their own religion and I would never try to influence anyone to change what they believe in for any reason. I just believe that the universe has an ultimate plan for every single soul.
ANYWAY…. I thank everyone that reads my random rants. I hope everybody out there that is struggling can feel some relief soon. Things get bad for everyone some time. The only thing I can say that kind of helps me when I am feeling like this, is that you need to remember to keep fighting, even if it means not doing a damn thing for as long as you need while your brain gets all scrambled. Sending love and light to every soul ❤
P.S. I have a Facebook page for my Tarot and Oracle readings. I do free readings all the time. http://www.facebook.com/kirasreadings