I apparently like to learn everything the hard way. I didn’t learn the first time the father of my children cheated on me. Didn’t even learn the second or third time. Now I’ve learned that everyone that’s your friend isn’t really your friend. People that say they love you may not. People that you care about may not give a crap about you. It really sucks to learn everything the hard way. It hurts. I may not have many friends, but the friends I do have are great, and I’m still trying to accept that I’ve lost friends recently also. It sucks because I miss them and love them. No matter how hard I miss and love someone they don’t have to miss or love you back. Actions really do speak louder than words. My actions have shown me that I care too much about everyone but myself. Other people think whatever they want.