So, nobody in my apartment slept good last night. Brad (my amazing boyfriend) was kicked out of bed by Mia (my 6 year old mini-me). She had a bad dream. We were all woken up by Cali (my 7 year old mini version of her dad) who had a headache and couldn’t fall asleep last night.
I am officially on a LOA from work. At least for a couple weeks. I have decided to see a therapist soon. After I get the strength to get out of my safe cocoon I have had. It feels so good, though. This is honestly the calmest I have felt in at least a year.
I have type 2 diabetes, insomnia, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, irritable bowel, GERD, anxiety, major depression, diabetic neuropathy, all at 26 years old. I had a coworker die of a random heart attack, and he wasn’t very old.
I’ve lost 15 pounds, and I am working on making healthier habits for my girls and I.
Most of the people I care about and value have only supported me and want me to be happy.
I need to take a break from pleasing everyone. I need to make me happy for a little bit. I love you all.
I’ll be at home enjoying some peace. Posting periodically any updates, hoping to reach more people.